On Writing Envy and Admiration - and a To-do List!

Sometimes, reading a book brings the strangest questions about ourselves and adds to our life plan. Last night, I started reading a book from Michel Tremblay . I think I will like this tale-like autobiography. My daughter loves this author and I get it. I already like the person we meet on TV. You see, my first problem is this: I have difficulty accomplishing the goals I set for myself. For example, I say to myself I will complete a chapter of my story by this date: I don’t. I will write three times per week in my story. My mind will wrestle with the said plan and will refuse doing it. These days - I should say since I’m born - I’m learning self-discipline. I love learning stuff on my own, but this one is a form of “learning something” that is not at all natural in me. Not at all, and this bothers me. So much. Learning this now is crucial for a better retirement and a future career as an artist. And here is my other problem. source I need also to create better descriptio...